I Think I Lost a Friend Today

Over the last few days, I wrote some pretty strong words on this blog about my feelings surrounding my situation and how I believed we were supposed to be in Christ. I tried to actually clarify my heart on this too yesterday, but it seems that I may have pushed away someone I've grown to respect in doing so. I've had plenty of time to examine my words and pray about them. I've even asked a close friend of mine, who knows me pretty well, to go over the blog and tell me if I wrote something wrong. He noted one sentence at the end of "Vows" that he figured someone might misinterpret. I don't know if that was it. I tried explaining myself off-line and I'm not sure how that went down. So has anything I said been wrong? Does it seem to any of you that might read this that I'm going outside the word of God on anything, or maybe that I did blame God without me noticing? If you don't feel like posting a response here, please email me at dciapala@gmail.com. I'd like to know your thoughts. The truth is that sometimes what we write can be misinterpreted, or maybe sometimes we ourselves fail to write what we mean properly, or maybe its something theological. I really don't know. But I'm sad today...I think I lost a friend...